Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Days of acceptance

I went for Air Asia Cabin Crew Interview two weeks ago and I got it. But I turned that down in the end. Lots of people have been asking me then why bother going for the try. I don’t know that myself, perhaps been getting a lot of negative remarks from my family. Grandma especially. I kept on asking Uncle Wong should I accept that offer and he just wouldn’t want to tell me how he feels inside. Later on when I broke the news to him, he’s happy that I choose to stay.

Besides, I don’t know what happened to me lately as I seem isolating myself from others. I used to go out so often and suddenly I just quit the habit of clubbing and reduce my yumcha sessions with the rest. Every now and then, I just stick to Uncle Wong, would only follow to wherever he goes. If the activity doesn’t include Uncle Wong, I would then make it short and simple and left as early as I could so that I could go meet my Uncle Wong. Like damn sticky glue…I confronted Uncle Wong on this issue and he just laughed and replied me saying it is a signage that I’m ready for marrying him. DUH!

Then in a more serious tone, he actually means what he said. I, on the other hand, just acted dumb. I still need more of everything to really commit wholly to Uncle Wong. He’s a great guy that could and would take really good care of you but the lack nesses of romance have almost killed all my dreams and fantasies. BIG SIGH! I’m still trying hard and harder each day to allow myself to learn to accept the fact that my current boyfriend is UNCLE Wong. LOL.




*When we were still shy towards each other...Hahaha. I damn pretenciously innocent at that time and he also damn pretenciously cool. We have grow to learn about each other more and more. Both find each other very annoying now...


*The ducky smile he abducted from me. I'm spreading real bad virus and posion to him as what he tells me all the time. e.g he's not behaving like himself. Good or bad now?

My sense of security although he's busy solving the sudoku and left me alone cam-whoring kaw kaw.