Dishearten

This morning meeting has caused a little bit of melancholy to me; boss has just announced two colleagues of mine are successfully to be converted as permanent staffs and with effect date, 19 June 2009. I know it clearly if that catastrophic incident did not happen I would have joined them and be part of the celebration too. It’s alright…I am undeniably sad and unhappy but it is not the end of the world yet. I lost something but I do gain something too. On a more positive side, at least I am still employed and can pay for my bills and feed my wardrobe with more clothing and handbags. LOL…Yeah yeah, I am saying this just to make myself feel better.