In between...it's still the same

I felt sappy still. To miss and to think of him still, which I know I should not live with the moments we used to have together. Let bygone be bygone, I am not expecting for a patch up nor am I expecting anything to happen in between us. It’s just all about the feelings. I think I still love him dearly. What I have for him…the feelings…still remains. I did try to deny and eliminate him off but I can never lie to myself about my feelings.