If I only knew the answers...

If I only I don’t need to feel what I am feeling now and if only I could control my emotions very well…Then I can proudly tell everyone I am indeed a happy person. Perhaps I put relationship too ahead of everything that has caused me to be so out of my mind when the fall hit the ground. I have been thinking too much lately, too much of junks that lead me to an almost mental breakdown. I have been worrying a lot too. What is wrong with me now and how am I going to put back myself together and when will I start to learn…Love is not everything?