I left HELL for HEAVEN.

I am so phucking retard that I actually ramp into my dad’s car while reversing mine.
Apparently, I'm jobless for more than a week already. I was supposedly to be superbly blissful that I have left that phuck-up-company-that-HELL-seems-alike but thinking of the cash I need to fork out to get my dad’s car repaired…My mood submerged to the bottomless end.

Accepted two events jobs. One is Carlsberg, another is Skol Beer. Family is extremely upset that I actually going to be a “Beer Girl” for two months. But hey, the cash term is damn tempting and I only work 3 days in a week. All I want is only money. MONEY. Get me? At first, I was pestered by Audrey Ng (rival that becomes friend) to join ICCC’s Calendar Girl. 12 contestants will be selected and their pics will be input into ICCC’s 2007 calendar. RM500 plus freebies don’t seem to harm my emotional and physical needs. So I pestered Karie and ChoyLing to go with me. Karie and I managed to get into final but no such luck for ChoyLing. This whole calendar thingy is so damn unfair. Ugly girls managed to enter final as well just because they brought their whole family to the function and make them pay rm35 per person to qualify for a vote slip. So no point continuing also. Hamster was tremendously upset and thwarted that I joined this sorta thing. Maybe his ex was there as well. Hence I decided to quit from final. Yup. I gave up. RM500 just vanished into thin air. No, I am not sad. Perhaps I love Hamster more than putting my face into a calendar. Hehehe.

Got Hamster a gold ring with my name “Carmen_U” engraved on it as soon as I got my paid from the LG Mobile event. Just have some sort of calling to myself to treat and love him better. I wanted to treasure this man. He may not be The One but I hope he could be The One because I am tired to searching for Mr.Right and I am tired of starting all over again after in the midst of completing the love puzzle. I sense that I am falling deeply in love with Hamster.