It’s already 9.30pm, and here am I, still in the office doing some backlog and also assisting my colleagues to check status for registration while they go night market hunting for sales. Work has been over-piling with sales figure, individual service rating, etc. Sigh, am still wondering how far I can grow with Maxis now. It has been a year and a half I’m stuck with Maxis; I must say this job is the longest one right after graduation and somewhere somehow I feel that myself being too comfortable with the job. In fact, I’m not moving anywhere forward in term of my career. Is this a good sign or bad that I begin to settle down? Or am I just wasting time here in Ipoh whereby bigger cities like KL or Singapore could offer a better future? It seems that these never ending queries are back in action again and they are like a recorder as the questions and thoughts are playing non-stop in my pea-sized brain.
Relationship hasn’t been any good either. We squabble a lot. And I really whine a lot. From the things he does to the words he says, I’m just not satisfy. Maybe because of the little hole or a tiny crack he has planted earlier to my heart. It still hurts every now and then. Sometimes I think he has difficulties communicating to me and I find the same towards him. I really dare not to expect anything from him, I have been pushing myself very hard to learn to love him less but I think I failed tremendously. I just can’t put Uncle Wong off my mind even if it’s just a second and I really hated myself for this. Would someone be nice enough to aid my feelings and thoughts by showing me a path that would close all the uncertainties?
Ps: I’ll be going to Hong Kong in December with Eliza. I can’t wait for the moment. The moment of “Shop till you drop!”
Relationship hasn’t been any good either. We squabble a lot. And I really whine a lot. From the things he does to the words he says, I’m just not satisfy. Maybe because of the little hole or a tiny crack he has planted earlier to my heart. It still hurts every now and then. Sometimes I think he has difficulties communicating to me and I find the same towards him. I really dare not to expect anything from him, I have been pushing myself very hard to learn to love him less but I think I failed tremendously. I just can’t put Uncle Wong off my mind even if it’s just a second and I really hated myself for this. Would someone be nice enough to aid my feelings and thoughts by showing me a path that would close all the uncertainties?
Ps: I’ll be going to Hong Kong in December with Eliza. I can’t wait for the moment. The moment of “Shop till you drop!”
Fyi, this pic has nothing to do with the blog entry at all, just that I love how myself is portrayed. LOL. Camwhore-slut kaw kaw....Hehehe
